uhhh, you make me warm in my pants and its really innapropriate.

yikes.

i wish i could figure out where my anger and bitterness comes from and should really be directed.

on second thought... maybe i dont want to know.

i think im an angry person. i just hide it well.

my roomate (and one of my best friends) has ended up knocked up, thanks to unprotected sex with someone she was not in a committed relationship with. brilliant, i know. shes still not in a relationship with the dad, but they're hanging out and trying to figure stuff out. great, good for them...

theres some stuff thats really getting to me though, even though it probly shouldnt.

for one thing... i, as her roomate, have been the one staying up late at night with her listening to her fears about the future. i, her roomate, have been the one to deal with her moodyness and hormonal swings. i, her roomate, have talked with her through some of the tough decisions that have gone along with this situation. im the one whos helped her deal with cravings, morning sickness, and everything else.

but she took him with her to the first ultrasound.

the much younger, very immature, non-commital dude.

so basically i get to act like dad for all the hard stuff, but he gets all the perks.

and now, she gets a free trip to japan, because her baby daddy's parents live there and want her to visit and they'll pay for everything. fuck. i want a free trip to japan.

and then im angry at myself, because who am i to be angry in this situation?

ALBUM COVER

1 - Go to "wikipedia." Hit “random”
or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first random wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to "Random quotations"
or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

3 - Go to flickr and click on “explore the last seven days”
or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Use photoshop or similar to put it all together.